2nd Upper -- Good Enough!

I'm really happy!!!

I've gotten my 2nd Upper!!!

Though it's a little disappointing to let go of my dream 1st Class.

But... No Regrets!

I've worked hard for it.

Muacks!

What should I be???

My life is so boring...
I am in a very lousy mood.

NO.

An extremely lousy mood.

I just shouted at Dear and hung up on him again.
I'm sorry.

But I really feel no one understands me.

I'm sick of my life.
Doing nothing everyday.
There are no job interviews.
What should I do?
I really don't know.

I don't want to be playing games everyday.
I don't want to be slacking everyday.
I feel so lousy!

I wanna go out and have fun.
But where should I go?

I wanna accomplish something.
But what should I do?

Now that I had graduated.
What should I be???

Depressing Comment

A few days back, Dear and me went to meet up with Liwah.
Purpose is to get the 70 PSP games from her.

During our dinner, we had some conversation...
Then suddenly...

"RING RING... ... ..."

Dear's phone rang and he started chatting.
I felt so embarrassed when Dear's mouth opened.
Liwah was shocked too.

Why?

Coz Dear immediately turned into an "AH PEI"!
Haiz...
His behaviour, his words, his actions and his languages.
I seriously am at a loss of how to react.

Then Liwah ask "When you go out with him and he behave like that, dun u feel embarrassed?"

Seriously, yes. I do feel embarrassed at times.
I am only 22, so is he.
But he doesn't behave like one.

He simply acts or imitates his friends.
They are young too.
But no one can tell.
They behave extremely OLD.
Anyone can simply guess they are 30.

I did asked him to change.
But no matter wad I say, he won't change.
These are so integrated into him.
How to change???

But when we just started dating, he wasn't like that.
Neither was he like that before we got together.

Why the sudden change???
I dunno.

Among all my friends who are attached, their boyfriends are at least decent looking with an educated behaviour.
My boyfriend???
DIFFERENT!

I think only my JC clicks can tolerate him.

What to do???

I'm afraid there'll be a day where I will 'xian qi' him because of this.

A New Start

I'm starting this blog because there are some issues which I cannot post to the public.

Or rather to the people I know.

So...

This is TOP SECRET!